About Me

I am a composer based in Ankara/Turkey.I have a classical piano degree from Eskişehir State Conservatory.

My hobbies include:

Composing in new music types (techno, ethnic, contemporary, orchestral etc)
Listening to Music
Playing Instruments (Piano, Guitar)
Graphical Design
Painting/Drawing
Coding (Unity, Html)

About This Website

Creation: 21/06/2025

Purpose:
To create an artist portfolio which is in between my personal and professional space.
To knowing and understanding internet better, to explore this different dimension.

Update History

21/06/2025: Opening the Neocities account & Learning HTML
05/07/2025: First actual design
06/07/2025: First Sidebar
07/07/2025: New Colors & Background
09/07/2025: First Togglable Sidebar / First Few easter eggs
10/07/2025: Improving existing content
11/07/2025: First Fonts, js sidebar (no more copy/pasting for each subsite!)
▶12/07/2025: New functions, subsites, easter eggs. Draggable sidebar button.
Today was intense. I tried to make a fun, interactable sidebar button, but somehow everything went wrong.

After hours of debugging JavaScript conflicts and CSS positioning issues, I finally got the sidebar system working properly with:
- Draggable cosmic cat button
- Click counter easter egg
- Proper sidebar animations
I also added this toggle line thingy to write detailed blogs. I will use it later.

It is working much better? I don't know...
▶13/07/2025: iFrame and bunch of problem.

Everything went wrong and I lost my site. Well, something arose from the ashes and ruins.

I started to understand this environment better.
▶14/07/2025: Small Changes & Content-Row & New Weekly piece blogs.

Today, I did not do a lot. Cleaned some of the layout problems, filled up some of the content, added few new styles etc. Today's chillness was nice. I believe As I get better in html and understand more, It will get easier.

Also I added some mobile and small screen accessibility. Now blocks changes location if they can't see themself worthy of their old place!
▶15/07/2025: Chatbox, Folders, MyMusic!

I am still trying to fix the iframe reloading issues. This page does not like to be reloaded! I looked at tutorials, searched trough internet, even asked AI, but found no cure. I will fix it later, because I do not any better.

I also researched and understood flex and grids. I will create much better layouts, however, I do not have much content to work with. So, ever so slowly, I am improving things.

Thanks to my best friend LLMs, I put all my htmls into folders, and categorized them regarding their place on the website.

Also, I searched and found a free chatbox! That's nice, now I have something better.

It is frustrating at sometimes. By but hurts from sitting! But dammit, it is the most banger thing I have ever coded! It will get better.

Lastly, I have still concerns about the personal and professional sides about it. Finding and implementing the moderate is always the good they said. Don't go towards the extremes they said! Even Chatbox is kinda dangerous for an professional website. I have to believe what I am doing. If I do a good enough job, I will be awarded by the uniqueness.
▶17/07/2025: Going Crazzzzyy!

So, I started to understand the fundementals of css and html, but there are soo much things to do! And learn! And DO! Sometimes I wonder, If anybody will ever read, even see this website. But I am not doing this for them, I am doing this for me. I want to create something unique, something that is mine. I want to create a place where I can express myself freely.

I was working on grid/flex systems. They are quite tricky.

Also, I started to dislike AI. When I didn't know any coding, It was cool and too powerful. But when you have a website with tons of broken code, scrambled functionalty, heck bloat, you start to regret everything. But I cannot say it was not useful. I would not start designing this website if there weren't LLMs at the first place. It was the sweet bliss of an warming, gentle shower. But it ended, now I just have the scars ands the pain of the boiling water.
▶19/07/2025: First exit and successes!

My life has started to oscilate between working on Erasmus things and learning HTML. I do not want to waste my time with stupid youtube videos, instagram reels, and so many other distractions. Instead, whenever I can, I watch some html tutorials, and change one small thing about this website.

Yesterday and today. I was still working on the broken iframe, looping link and navigation system. I do not understand javascript so well, so I use AI to help me, but it is far worse! This is valid if you just request a robust thing and do not investigate, of course.

Yesterday and today, I sit down on my computer, bug fixed for 10 hours. I asked everything, cleared every unnecessary bloat feature, and converted my 500 line of navigation code into 100 line code. And somehow, I managed to fix it! Now I can refresh and redirect without issues! (some exceptions included.)

Also, I redesigned some of the main UI elements, AGAIN! But this time, I did it with a goal. In the previous days, I thought about the overall story. What can I do to make this website different than a corporate one? How can I add a story?

So, I came up with the cosmic theme (no, hear me out). So, this site symbolises the spacestation that is on the orbit of the catmic saturn, my logo's planet. And Main Sites will be the general modules of this station. This is why I designed the navigational tablet. Now, I need to add those Astroneer like background plantes!

It is not over, FarSites (troll websites, websites with individualised characteristics, like liminal corner) will be the moons of this planet. So, I want to create some rocket/launch animations to my website.

In the future, I plan to build a cosmic sitemap as a playful minigame. Imagine a top-down view of Saturn’s orbit, where you can pilot a tiny spaceship around the system. Each webpage will appear as a small moon, and the main station will be at the center. You’ll be able to explore the site by flying to different moons, and even leave the orbit to visit external sites like YouTube or Instagram—representing journeys beyond the CosmicCats universe.
▶20/07/2025: Lots of Layout fixes

My Layout is a mess, And I am trying to fix it. It is hard.

Alright. Today was full of old functionality fixes and bloat cleaning. I seperated my 1.7k Javascript code into 5 ~100 line code. Also, I added toggle buttons in the sidebar, just for the people who want to look at into features. Content after content might be very demanding on one's computer! Also, check out Mark
▶20/07/2025: Layout Fixes, Very Basic Audio, new weekly music blog and some functionality.

I am very busy with my personal life. However, I am still adding new functionalities and nice features to the website. Few broken features are back again!

My site's structure is slowly making sense. After creating so many pages, merging and dividing again and again, I am starting to see a clearer picture of the overall layout. There are some pages which is very obviously AI generated, but there are pages molded bhy my pure ambiguity to create something right.

Eh, I am a musician after all. I need to develop my musical abilities, technique, knowledge etc. This website was just an extra, but it is becoming a big thing which takes lots of personal time. Lets see where this is going.